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Haiz.. What issit that i want. What am i doing to my life. I dunno.. There is just so many things to think about. I wish i had someone to talk to.. But ever since that incident, i cant bring myself to trust people enough to tell them my own problems.. I choose to keep them to myself.. I Choose to stay in my own world of fantasies and imaginations.. When will i ever come back to reality. I want to but to face to real fact of reality can be painful.

I had my emotions as much as i can. I dun wan people to see me as an emo kid or whatever. I used to have it on the surface but i realised people will be affected also. So yea..

But now people think, "marcus is always so happy go lucky". Thats what i want people to think. Everyday, I think.. I dunno when to say the things i need to say and do the things i need to do.. I just wait, wait and wait. Unlike many people who can get the person they like to like them back easily.. Sadly i dun have and features that are nice for anyone to see.. Fat and ugly to be precise.. Im also not good in my character in anyway, temper also not good, attitude is bad.. Wow.. Literally..

I can give advise to people to go for the people they like.. But when it comes to myself.. Im helpless and useless. Argh.. Life is just miserable.. I always say, if i have to die then, go ahead.. This world is unfair, and most probably coming to an end.. Hah..

Signing out. Marcus =)

Seems like things changed...

The cursed fate,
of the middle child..

The dark hidden truth..
No one knows the real me. No one ever did. Its best to keep things that way..
I am Marcus
currently 19
Live in Seng Kang
Studying in NYP now
Single hor!



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